Keep Pretending

Writing a song so I don't hurt you Cutting my heart out becoming numb Smiling face, washed out mascara Broken heart but nothing is wrong I owe you nothing You weren't to make me cry It's my fault for caring My fault for giving you a chance My fault believing I could trust me My fault for getting involved in your dance Keep pretending not to know Keep pretending not to care Keep a smile glued on my face Remind myself that nothing is fair I broke my own heart to protect me Shutting myself down No longer be real You judge my behaviour but not why I do it Keep my true meanings hidden concealed I owe you nothing You weren't to make me cry It's my fault for caring My fault for giving you a chance My fault believing I could trust me My fault for getting involved in your dance Keep pretending not to know Keep pretending not to care Keep a smile glued on my face Remind myself that nothing is fair I lie to myself to protect from the pain I lie to you to shield you from my rain I lie to the world pretending nothing is wrong I should be used to this I'm supposed to be strong It's my fault for caring My fault for giving you a chance My fault believing I could trust me My fault for getting involved in your dance Keep pretending not to know Keep pretending not to care Keep a smile glued on my face Remind myself that nothing is fair It's my fault for caring My fault for giving you a chance My fault believing I could trust me My fault for getting involved in your dance Keep pretending not to know Keep pretending not to care Keep a smile glued on my face Remind myself that nothing is fair