Ground Zero

Quiet

Amidst the please and in the lines between my psychotic breaks

I may analyze and restructure

But it doesn't ever change

(buzz)

And while self-actualization should not spur indignation

Here I am

At ground zero

Once again

I am explicit, and complicit

Burn my name off the pages

Let me keep my dirty secrets

I'm not special

Can't you see it?

Life is just a whirlwind of emotions

With it's hands upon my throat

And even if I cry out for help

I always seem to choke

(buzz)