Monster

Painted a picture, I wanted to make sure that Everything's perfect, the trouble is worth it, I I almost believed it, I blinded myself with lies And now it's so obvious you never wanted us And all this time I have tried To make sure you're doing fine So why'd you make me feel like I was a monster? You made me believe that I didn't want you But I never tried to shut you down Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you? Still made me feel like I was a monster I was a monster Years down the line everything will be fine, I know (hmm, hmm) Maybe we'll laugh and pretend that nothing happened? Oh (hmm, hmm) But I'll lie if I said I don't think of you all the time (hmm, hmm) But steady and slowly, a little less lonely now (hmm, hmm) And all this time I have tried To make sure you're doing fine So why'd you make me feel like I was a monster? (Ah-ah-ah) Yeah, you made me believe that I didn't want you (ah-ah-ah) But I never tried to shut you down Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you? Still made me feel like I was a monster I was a monster (Ah-ah-ah) I was a monster (Ah-ah-ah) Why'd you make me feel like I was a monster? Yeah, you made me believe that I didn't want you (ah-ah-ah) But I never tried to shut you down Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you? Still made me feel like I was a monster I was a monster