Billy Nye, Pt. 2

Lost another bitch like I'm Billy Gates Make another drank just to kill the pain Take cocaine just to kill time Eyes to the sky, no Bill Nye Heart still broken, I'm Billy Cyrus, yeah Eyes still ocean, I'm Billie Eilish There is nowhere else to go, nowhere I can hide With my mind to the sky like Billy Nye Billy Nye, Billy Gates, 'nother year went by and I'm still the same Can you tell me why do i feel this way now Flip the page, the same shit, just a different day Somedays I feel great, other days I wanna eliminate Bullet through my brain, let it spray, all over the place Imma decorate with a brand new coat of paint, yeah Hidden like a ghost until I float away, yeah That's how it'll go until my dying day Take a look around, wonder where my life go Married to the white like I'm Billy Idol "I just need more time" that's a silly lie though I'm just lying to myself so I don't feel liable, yeah God I'm feeling down, feeling suicidal Someone come and get me out of this stupid cycle But nothing gonna stop, nothing really change Till I R.I.P. like I'm Billy Mays Fuck it, I'm running, I do not care 'bout nothing Mix the drinks with the drugs, get em all up in my stomach Man I'm done with this dumb shit, I runnin' outta luck I need a compass to function, don't know what direction to go Fuck it, I'm running, I do not care 'bout nothing Mix the drinks with the drugs, get em all up in my stomach Man I'm done with this dumb shit, I runnin' outta luck I need a compass to function, don't know what direction to go Pop another oxy, I'm Billy Mays Still amazed that I feel okay, high as himalayans I may not assimilate, I'll still be this way Till i'm placed, somewhere in a grave Tell my momma I'm sorry Tomorrow lay my body in soil Throw it on me till I'm rotting Till i'm gone and you forgot me