I know I don't deserve to feel the way I do
But I feel it anyway for some reason without you
In my mind I'd run it through, the things I'd try to do
When I tried to catch your eye, and maybe find that you
Would care for once
And I would get
Through it all without regret
But now I see
That all it'd be
Is empty done and said
But in the end
I lost a friend
That I really thought I had but was just a truth that I would bend for you
I scroll through pictures I don't have
And things we'll never say
In the talks we'll never have
That I wished we would someday
And I wish that you'da noticed me
And maybe then, oh possibly
We could find our place somewhere, and I would know that maybe you
Just cared for once
And I would get
Through it all without regret
But now I see
That all it'd be
Is empty done and said
But in the end
I lost a friend
That I really thought I had but was just a truth that I would bend
I wish I could do all the things
Tha'd make you notice me
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hear your name
And dance with you in the pouring rain
(That one's tough...)
But now I see
That all it'd be
Is pointless done and said
And in the end
All I did was spend
Time I thought I wouldn't waste, on words that would just get replaced
With something stupid in my mind, and for some reason I can't find
The reason I'm without you
Oh, all the things we'll never do
I guess I'll have to learn, how to be without you
