Bad Brain Party

Let me be honest I had a breakdown last night I was awake all the time I have cried, yes I've cried An ocean to sleep Won't think about it But it stuck in my mind Staying there really unkind Like a monster, like a demon Dancing on my soul I hate it But my brain has a really bad party with my thoughts Cause it breaks me And it takes me To a place somewhere I don't want to go again Slow and softly Falling down Like a leaf in autumn time Stormy weather Not getting better It hurts me for a while I hate it When my brain has a really bad party with my thoughts Cause it breaks me And it takes me To a place somewhere I don't want to go again Again, again, again I don't want to go again Again, again, again When will it leave me Stop bother me all the time Maybe I'm the monster myself And all these thoughts are I I hate it When my brain has a really bad party with my thoughts Cause it breaks me And it takes me To a place somewhere I don't want to go again Again, again, again I don't want to go again Again, again, again I don't want to go again Again, again, again I don't want to go again