Be Myself

I stand outside in the rain I feel it burn my skin Shouldn't it cool me down Not hurt me? I look at the people inside I want to be like them Should it really be so hard For me? And I hate myself For feeling like this Why can't my mind just stop No I I look around And I feel so lost inside I I look around And I can't make up my mind I don't feel like I'm The same as everything else Why can't I fit in and Still be myself? I try to calm myself By slowly breathing in But the air it burns my lungs I'm choking I feel a pain inside But it's so deep they cannot see They're probably thinking bad of me For not trying But I try so hard Oh why can they not see I just want to be like them No Cause I I look around And I feel so lost inside And I I look around And I can't make up my mind I don't feel like I'm The same as everyone else Why can't I fit in and Still be myself? Cause I'll pack my bags And I'll run too fast I'll follow my plans I won't be held back I'm not going to hide This time I will fight And I'm gonna try And I'll get so high And I'll try and I'll try and I'll try But I won't give up no And I'll try and I'll try and I'll try But I will not stop No No No Cause I I look around And I feel so lost inside And I I look around And I can't make up my mind I don't feel like I'm The same as everyone else Why can't I fit in and Still be myself? Why can't I fit in and Still be myself?