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I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind Craving validation from some people I don't like I don't know them so why am I caring so much? I don't know (I, I don't know) Started when I was 15 some friends went and ditched me It manifested itself into an insecurity That I just wasn't good enough Or maybe thats how it always was (I don't know, I, I don't know) Then when I was 21 I flew out to Cali I met with a booking agent east side of the valley Took it way too personal when I never heard back from him Why do I care so much? I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind Craving validation from some people I don't like I don't know them so why am I caring so much? (I don't know, I, I don't know) I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind Craving validation from some people I don't like I don't know them so why am I caring so much? (I don't know, I, I don't know) Scared to post on the internet Overthink every comment My brain can find a negative in any compliment I'm still trying to fix it How much time will it take me? (I don't know, I, I don't know) Wanna be done with the "I'm not good enough" Sick of writing about "I'm not good enough" Getting pretty dark but I'm not giving up Gotta figure it, gotta figure it out 'cause Gotta figure it out 'cause I gotta make a change Get out of my way (Woo!) I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind Craving validation from some people I don't like I don't know them so why am I caring so much? (I don't know, I, I don't know) I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind Craving validation from some people I don't like I don't know them so why am I caring so much? (I don't know, I, I don't know) Wanna be done with the "I'm not good enough" Sick of writing about "I'm not good enough" Getting pretty dark but I'm not giving up Gotta figure it, gotta figure it out 'cause Gotta figure it out 'cause I gotta make a change Get out of my way (Woo!) I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind Craving validation from some people I don't like I don't know them so why am I caring so much? (I don't know, I, I don't know) I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind Craving validation from some people I don't like I don't know them so why am I caring so much? (I don't know, I, I don't know) I don't know (I don't know, I, I don't know) I don't know Gotta make a change Get out of my way (Woo!)