Sundowning

I held her hand and I wasn't convinced

Even though she'd said with some belief that

"This is it"

"I don't want health"

"I don't want wealth"

"I want to fucking kill myself"

Every day's the same

Wake up

Spit blood

Shrug it off

How do I know when enough is enough

This is it

This is the end

We laid together

It was all that I could take for today

But tomorrow is anyone's guess

The best I can hope for is a call

Every day's the same

Wake up

Spit blood

Shrug it off

How do I know when enough is enough

This is it

This is the end

Soon I'll be dead

Enough is enough