Monster

I've been talking to the walls again I've got a lot of thoughts that I should hate I can keep myself steady If my brain's upstairs But it's about to dissipate So I put it on lockdown now The feeling of an itch that I can't scratch I can pause myself Disconnect the grey matter I'd look but not get too attached But I'm still cynical Through it all Destroyed my own bones It's typical I'll be outdone I'll be outnumbered Take another fucking shot Yeah, I know you wanna A cold start to another day Iridescent living in the dark I'm a monster, gotta hide away It's so clear that I fit the part of a Cold start to another day Iridescent living in the dark I'm a monster gotta hide away It's so clear that I fit the part of a I've had enough of my face I need to trade places with the people that I left unhinged While they wipe out my last name And keep me under the floor Im alive, but I don't want to get out Thorns digging in deep And slowing me down The reason that I don't sleep That was never allowed I hate the way that they live in perfect poetry Am I who I'm suppose to be? Cause I'm still cynical Through it all Destroyed my own bones It's typical I'll be outdone I'll be outnumbered Take another fucking shot Yeah I know you wanna A cold start to another day Iridescent living in the dark I'm a monster, gotta hide away It's so clear that I fit the part of a Cold start to another day Iridescent living in the dark I'm a monster, gotta hide away It's so clear that I fit the part of a But I'm still cynical Through it all Destroyed my own bones It's typical I'll be outdone, I'll be outnumbered Take another fucking shot (Yeah I know you wanna) A cold start to another day Iridescent living in the dark I'm a monster, gotta hide away It's so clear that I fit the part of a Cold start to another day Iridescent living in the dark I'm a monster, gotta hide away It's so clear that I fit the part of a (And I don't wanna get out) (No, I don't wanna get out)