Upside of Down

It's hard enough to find my way But it's harder when the lights go out The shadows of my darkest days Keep me quiet when I'm trying to make a sound The old me, would be running away but I'm not afraid to hold it close Slowly, watch hours go by to get through the night, oh I was up till the break of dawn Tryna to pick myself off the ground Wanna get back the time I lost And turn this around There's a bright side in the storm But my head's in the clouds Tryna to find what I'm looking for Where's the upside of down Down, down, down Down, down, down The heaviness I'm breathing in It tells me that I'm still alive The weight of it, the consequence Keeps me up when I close my eyes The old me, would be running away but I'm not afraid to hold it close Slowly, watch hours go by to get through the night, oh I was up till the break of dawn Tryna to pick myself off the ground Wanna get back the time I lost And turn this around There's a bright side in the storm But my head's in the clouds Tryna to find what I'm looking for Where's the upside of down Down, down, down Down, down, down Down, down, down Down, down, down Oh I'm scared cause I'm still falling It's right there but I'm still falling I was up till the break of dawn Tryna to pick myself off the ground Wanna get back the time I lost And turn this around There's a bright side in the storm (down, down, down) But my head's in the clouds (down, down, down) Tryna to find what I'm looking for (down, down, down) Where's the upside of down (down, down, down) Down, down, down, oh Down, down, down, upside of down Down, down, down, oh-oh Down, down, down, upside of down Down, down, down Down, down, down, upside of down Down, down, down Down, down, down