Love Me

What if I told you that I love you? Would you tell me that you love me back? What if I told you that I miss you? Would you tell me that you miss me back? I did it on my time so she rode with someone new And just making my life worse, it didn't even help, yeah (would you believe me?) What if I told that I'm sittin' reminiscin' 'bout the nights? And my demons getting closer and they're tryin' to take my life And every night when you was wrong, but I was sitting by your side The old me has died, and a new me has cried And I'm trying to put my fly me on a face lift And one day this pain will be weightless And they don't want to see us shining so they hate us And we be cruisin' for the stars in a spaceship So, I smoke the pain away, think about them rainy days And take my life, yeah, that suicide has many ways And ain't got much of, so I come into the music way, call When I smoke it takes the pain away So, I smoke the pain away, think about them rainy days And take my life, yeah, that suicide has many ways And ain't got much of, so I come into the music way, call When I smoke it takes the pain away And I can't feel emotion so my heart tends to ice, man I had to roll the dice and I had to do it twice When you're too nice to people, there's always a price And I'm sitting here and thinking 'bout the days when I was right And I'm thinkin' 'bout the days when you sat and you played me The same days that you promised you wouldn't break me The same days that you said you'd never hate me But it is what it is lately Ice in my veins, I be sittin' dreamin' (what if I told you that I love you?) It's like 1 or 3 a.m. and I ain't even sleeping (would you tell me that you love me back?) I be deep in the life and it has me bleedin' (what if I told you that I miss you?) So I pour a double cup and this shit has me leanin' (would you tell me that you miss me back?) 14 years battling own thoughts and (what if I tell you I need you, would you tell me you need me?) 15 years when I won in that sport and 16 years, three deaths, broken chords Now with that knowledge I'm sitting here I'm using What if I told that I'm sittin' reminiscin' 'bout the nights And my demons getting closer, and they trying to take my life And every night when you was wrong but I was sitting by your side The old me has died, and a new me has cried And I'm trying to put my fly me on a pace list And one day this pain will be weightless And they don't want to see us shining so they hate us And we be cruisin' for the stars in a spaceship Bridges burn now you're sitting on the surface Parts really hurt, why'd you give all them chances It's all short term, hopeless, now you're high Fuck love, now you're left in all of this darkness All of these years and I done it on my own Had no fatherly figure, so I done it on my own And man of the house, never even called my phone To check up on his son to say, "Son, are you feeling alone?" But you left me all on my own, I'm so alone I keep crying and praying, but you never call my phone Think it's best we parted ways behind these closed doors So they don't vision me here, and fuck this shit, man, I'm bored Before your insecurities, I tried to make it right And trust me it was me and you every single night Every night non-stop and you were playing on my mind Every night in my thoughts in my mind What if I told that I'm sittin' reminiscin' 'bout the nights And my demons getting closer and they trying to take my life And every night when you was wrong but I was sitting by your side The old me has died and a new me has cried Ice in my veins I be sittin' dreamin' It's like 1 or 3 a.m. and I ain't even sleeping