To Avoid Pain

Stealing silence Addicted to violence I guess I should stop messing up every chance I get I thought I lost her But I'm still somebody's daughter It's hard to have faith in yourself if you can't see what's left And I would give all I could give For a chance to be given another brain And I just want a will to live Something other than living just to avoid pain To avoid pain The camera's rolling I do it without knowing A subconscious self sabotage, a horror movie at best Curse under my breath Only the wind knows what I said A few more screams of rage is all it would take to let me rest And I would give all I could give For a chance to step out of the rain And I just want a will to live Something other than living just to avoid pain To avoid pain Pain To avoid Stealing silence Addicted to violence I guess I should stop messing up every chance I get