Eighteen

When I was eighteen When I was eighteen I was finally free But everyday Gets harder to breathe, yeah I don't know But I guess that I'm sorry We're not getting any younger Are we Dark apartment down the stairs, yeah Door's unlocked, door's unlocked But I don't care, yeah I forgot where the fuck I parked my car I guess I'll just walk No, it can't be too far No, no Now I'm wondering when you started to hate me Do you regret all the things that you made me? Beauty of the world held there in your hands And everything we ever did feeling infinite When I was eighteen I was finally free But everyday Gets harder to breathe, yeah I don't know But I guess that I'm sorry We're not getting any younger Everybody says that you can Do whatever if you try But I don't know, man I've been killing myself since 2010 So, maybe they were lying But I guess I could try again Now I'm wondering when you started to hate me Do you regret all the things that you made me? Beauty of the world falling through your hands And everything we ever did feeling infinite, yeah How do you know when it's time to move on How do you know when it's time When I was eighteen I was finally free But everyday Gets harder to breathe, yeah I don't know But I guess that I'm sorry We're not getting any younger Are we I was eighteen I was finally free But everyday Gets harder to breathe, yeah I don't know But I guess that I'm sorry We're not getting any younger Are we We're not getting any younger Are we