Elephant in the Room

Calling you to wake Shouting in my car that's stalled outside And it's pure coincidence I'm sure Falling from my mouth Secondary doubts I've found myself in Can't seem to look you in the eye And I hope you can see I'm more than this, this heap at your feet Who are you to judge me? Who are you to preach? Control has slipped away from me again How heavy are these words? They're heavier than air That rushes past your face As you drive away from me again How heavy are these hands? They're heavier than blood That rushes to my head As you walk away from me again Forcing you to speak Snapping out my voice seems smaller now It's only whispering my life Paper cuts in time I insist you keep these letters And read them over if you can And I hope you can see I'm more than this, this heap at your feet Who are you to judge me? Who are you to preach? Control has slipped away from me again How heavy are these words? They're heavier than air That rushes past your face As you drive away from me again How heavy are my hands? They're heavier than blood That rushes to my head As I will walk away from here again How heavy are these words? They're heavier than air That rushes to my face As you turn away from me again How heavy are these words Heavier than time That rushes past your face As you would turn to walk away again