whatever it means

You learn from the start, that you get a new one if you break it You'll always be saved when you need it You follow a line, you don't make it You're never the only one standing You've got it the easy way, the love and the laughter 'Cause all that really matters will always stay the same Still you don't know what you stand for, not even your name Well I never got it, I've had to work for what I've gotten But still too scared to do things that I shouldn't With the wind in my face and everything against me I'll be the same, while I'm living and lasting But when you live surrounded by trees The shame and the sun And the cold winter breeze With your forgiven self, you'll know whatever it means And I don't know why Why we can't change the weather Why you are on my mind But does it matter I'll clear my mind And I don't know why But when you live surrounded by trees The shame and the sun And the warm summer breeze With your dear old self, you'll know whatever it means And I don't know why Why we can't change the weather Why I am on your mind But does it matter Nothing ever matters And I don't know why But when you live surrounded by all The right and the wrong And friends through red fall, oh Only with time, you'll know whatever it was