My Resolve

I don't wanna be the one Be the one who runs away from change It's kinda hard to break away 'Cause every day it just feels like the same And all I ever wanted was Some time to sort my conscious, yeah And if I'm being honest I I think it's time to strengthen my resolve I think I broke my backbone Bending all the truths and holding all this sin I'm tired of seeing tombstones Hating everything that lies beneath my skin I've never told a lie that I didn't love I never said there wasn't a God above But if I'm being honest When it comes to me, he don't wanna be involved I think it's time to forget this I'm done feeding my ignorance You call it chaos, to me, it's bliss No time to reminisce now If I could rewrite my history I'd write you out of my story Your lies are paper thin And I swear I'll never let you in again (No, he don't wanna be involved, ooh) And I can feel it creepin' in This uneasy feelin' That there is somethin' in the shadows Telling me this is the end There's a tension in the air Is this beyond repair? If I'm right or I'm wrong I don't even think I care I think it's time to forget this I'm done feeding my ignorance You call it chaos, to me, it's bliss No time to reminisce now If I could rewrite my history I'd write you out of my story Your lies are paper thin And I swear I'll never let you in again Take me away, don't wanna see you today I wanna feel like I can stand on my own now Don't ever say I never found my own way I'll never come back runnin' to you again now Take me away, don't wanna see you today I wanna feel like I can stand on my own now Don't ever say I never found my own way I'll never come back runnin' to you again now I think it's time to forget this I'm done feeding my ignorance You call it chaos, to me, it's bliss No time to reminisce now If I could rewrite my history I'd write you out of my story Your lies are paper thin And I swear I'll never let you in again I think it's time to forget this And I'm done feeding my ignorance You call it chaos, I call it bliss No time to waste or reminisce I think it's time to strengthen my resolve