Rot & Decay

Thawing out my frozen heart

Giving up is always the hardest part

Tracing out the faded scars

One last breath - as I fall apart

Day after day, I still can't find my way

Just a bottomless hole of never-ending pain

Try to hold it all in but I can't contain

I can’t change

I've lost fiber of connection

Joy nor sorrow can hold my attention

As much as I try something is missing

I am Broken

Never mourned the piece that died

Adrift, Wretched lost in the tide

I can't get back to what I once was

I am timeless

Burning, yearning to fade away

Forget me, let me rot and decay

“Do the work” I’m tired, it hurts

Wall myself off from all the lessons I’ve learned

No one gets in but I can't get out

I am Worthless

Locked inside my crumbling hope

Self-sabotaged, drowned, and choked

I don't need you or want you at all

I am perfect

Monuments to moments, fortresses that hold them

The facade is breaking apart, crumbling core, violent start

No more purpose, no more pain, it’s just too exhausting to try to explain

no more past, no more home, just leave me alone

Burning, yearning to fade away

Forget me, let me, rot and decay