Second Life

Funny how I gotta make sense of shit that you’ve done

It ain’t shit that I’ve done

I always lose people when I’m giving too much

So now I don’t even give some

I can’t say no when I’m getting too drunk

And I don’t even drink like that

I’ll take anything to get out this funk

And I don’t even think like that

I didn’t give this heart out to break my love

Just wanted you stay like that

But I knew the risk when I was giving that up

It was never safe like that

So won’t you go

Leave me alone

I need some time to build these walls

I need control

Just for my own

I wish I knew this all before

I wish I knew it all before

Planned a whole life

Now we’re giving that up

Guess it really ain’t like that

Put yourself first, everybody else does

I guess it’s really straight like that

I could never do it like you did it, my love

I really had faith like that

But I’ll move on and pull this knife out my gut

Yeah trust I was raised like that

So won’t you go

Leave me alone

I need some time to build these walls

I need control

Just for my own

I wish I knew this all before

I wish I knew it all before