welcome to my life

When I was 18 I met a hell of a guy And when I turned 22 He was the devil disguised I keyed his car, smashed the windows He said: "You're out of your mind" I said: "You asked for it, darling" Welcome to my life Now I'm 25 I'm crashing cars like a habit I mean I wasn't really thinking That's the problem I'm having And now I'm smoking a tens I'm on the phone to my friend She said: "Babe, you're regressing, you're going backwards again" Oh my god, think I nearly died Cause I lost myself about a thousand times Then I woke back up and I realised Shit, I can't live it twice I'm just an ordinary girl (Yeah I love it) Done tryna figure out myself (Cause I'm not perfect) I've tried 'bout a million ways Bought a billion books On how to self medicate (It don't work) Yeah, welcome to my world You should panic Sat in the waiting room Telly on static I think I've got ADD The doctors say I'm just manic Hypochondriac, yeah it's chronic Name a problem I've got it "Can the real Izzi De-Rosa please sit down" Well, at least I'm being honest Oh my god, think I nearly died Cause I lost myself about a thousand times Then I woke back up and I realised Shit, I can't live it twice I'm just an ordinary girl (Yeah I love it) Done tryna figure out myself (Cause I'm not perfect) I've tried 'bout a million ways Bought a billion books On how to self medicate (It don't work) Yeah, welcome to my world You should panic