Happy

I'm gonna make a change, gonna start anew Have to take a different view, I'm happy tonight And in this world of war and self decay I wish I could say I'm okay, I'm happy tonight Cause I'm the one who shouldn't feel but you're makin' me There's a mark that you left I need to make my peace If I can't ever love myself I'm wasting memories and it's over I'm so happy But I can't breathe I'm so happy Like I should be People love to judge and talk their shit I'm not gonna have that when did I happy tonight But how am I supposed to love myself? When all I do is seek approval from someone else It's such a stupid ugly truth Mm mm mm And I'm the one who shouldn't feel but you're making me There's a mark that you left I need to make my peace If I can't ever love myself I'm wasting memories, it's over I'm so happy But I can't breathe And I'm so happy Just like they told me I wanna stand up, stand up and feel something real All this fake business, it's bullshit Never felt this numb, just wanna feel it, feel it Give me some more of what you're really thinkin to Settle the score Just wanna feel it all I'm so happy But I can't breathe I'm so happy Like I should be Oh I'm so happy yeah Happy yeah So happy I'm happy I'm happy I'm so happy (I'm the one who shouldn't feel but you're makin' me) (There's a mark that you left I need to make my peace) I'm so happy (If I can't ever love myself I'm wasting memories, it's over)