Up & Leave

If you knew all the things that I feel inside of me, would you up and leave? Or would stand by my side If you knew all the things that burn inside of me Would you up and leave or would you stand by my side? Delusional, I just keep on losing all my shit You don't want to see the demons that been hiding in my shit I've been dying in my mind, but I've been flying with my pen Took some time and still can't find, any peace from all these sins Got me banging on chest, just to feel it beat again Dreams of moving west, that ocean breeze fills up my head It got me feed up but I'm shrinking, addictive personality, I can't find any reason I'm falling down with gravity, been sinking with my demons Drinking more than weekends She called me up, told me that she missed me but she needed space But she's the one, can't be replaced, I told her baby I would wait But look at where that got me now, I'm fucked up don't you love me girl If you knew all the things that I feel inside of me, would you up and leave? Or would stand by my side If you knew all the things that burn inside of me Would you up and leave or would you stand by my side? When I was young I saw my life flash, in front my eyes And I've been focused ever since, I only care about this grind From the jump, I had nobody on my side, until you shined in my eyes, girl and look You were perfect, everything I ever dreamed It's was you and I till death, or so it seemed But the truth is we were tearing at the seams We just weren't lucid, we ain't see What the problem was, everything was wrong with us From broken trust to promises, I swear we had the worst of luck It's got me giving zero fucks, but that shits just to cover up The fact that we're still not in love I wish things could be different, but they can't And girl, I hope well both find happiness again If you knew all the things that I feel inside of me, would you up and leave? Or would stand by my side If you knew all the things that burn inside of me Would you up and leave or would you stand by my side?