When I Grow Up

I wish I was ambitious, can't stand the heat So, I get up out the kitchen, can't even do the dishes Wish I had some luck, wish I wasn't superstitious Did I mention I'm addicted? Addicted to attention I get sad when I don't get a lot of mentions I got two ears, but I hear they don't listen Got 99 problems, but still no bitches (damn) Maybe I can find some peace of mind (of mind) But the older I get, the harder it's to find When I grow up, I won't have to worry if I'm good enough I won't have to think about myself too much And I can have a drink if I wanna get drunk When I grow up, when I grow up Can't wait for the day that I feel okay I just wanna be like the kid I was, when I grow up La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la La-la-la-la All my friends are getting married I can't afford a ring, let alone these fucking weddings Plus, I can't find a girl to marry They say I got time, but like, time is fucking scary, man They always be comparing me to him and her When that just isn't fair to me You know I'm not a kid, so why you kidding me? You say my bad habits are annoying But I don't play with toys, so why you toying? Maybe I can find some peace of mind But the older I get, the harder it's to find (or not) When I grow up, I won't have to worry if I'm good enough I won't have to think about myself too much And I can have a drink if I wanna get drunk When I grow up, when I grow up Can't wait for the day that I feel okay I just wanna be like the kid I was, when I grow up La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la La-la-la-la Will someone explain why things didn't change? I thought I'd have it all figured out by now