My Own Head

I'm the life of the party In my own head Where they don't know just how dark It fucking gets 'Cause I can laugh so hard Oh yeah, I'll laugh Oh yeah, I'll laugh to death Somebody tell me what am I doing here 'Cause I was just dust once floating in the atmosphere Now I got thoughts that I can't put to bed Like trying to comprehend what it'll be like when I'm dead Somebody tell me what am I doing here Got it on the tip of my tongue But my mind is drunk Blame it on the concussions I ain't a genius Well, come back- I've got a comeback But that ship Oh yeah, that ship is sunk Somebody tell me what am I doing here 'Cause I was just dust once floating in the atmosphere Now I got thoughts that I can't put to bed Like trying to comprehend what it'll be like when I'm dead Somebody tell me what am I doing here And this is why I don't smoke weed I get a little crazy I don't need much, my mind's fucked up Well, Stephen King should pay me for my dreams And this is why I don't smoke weed I get a little crazy I don't need much, my mind's fucked up Well, Stephen King should pay me for my dreams Somebody tell me what am I doing here 'Cause I was just dust once floating in the atmosphere Now I got thoughts that I can't put to bed Like I still gotta pay my rent And student debt And health insurance I was banking on getting rich But I'm just normal as shit And I ain't even famous yet Somebody tell me what am I doing here 'Cause I was just dust once floating in the atmosphere Now I got thoughts that I can't put to bed Like trying to comprehend what it'll be like when I'm dead Somebody tell me what am I doing here I'm the life of the party In my own head