Lost @ 2

All I'm seeing is an angel with some broken wings She had me trippin' fallin' for her like I'm sightseeing A fine being, I couldn't really leave her lone I guess I'm paying back in liquor with my money gone And lately I've been tryna find someone to teach me something But all I get is constant drama mixed with bullshit bluffing And all I see is women flexing with they hair up But I never find a woman flex her head to get her pay up, damn I'm guessing I was misguided Been tryna take flight so long, but I'm missing a pilot And you don't see it, but I'm crying when I write this And only thing you was worried bout was the cockpit It's funny how emotions come in when it's dark out That's why I'm writing at 2:00 a.m. with the bass loud Remember talking bout the future with a fake smile? Well what else were you hiding with that devilish mouth? Check the wrist and I knew I took the time with you Going through all of my pages with another issue And when I canceled my subscription came back with I miss you But I don't know if I can buy it 'cause you with a new dude Claiming you would be there in every direction But recently you're shutting me out leaving no connection So guess I'd hang up the phone Sorry for thinking that this is something we could hold Real Rap