Envy

I need a reason And no ones here to tell me I need a person Cuz I'm just bathing in envy Don't go, I'm lonely No purpose, Don't hurt me I need a reason And no ones here to tell me Nah And there's no one No there's no one here Stay close and you'll end up in a body bag I'm unstable I don't know how many meds I've had I'm a lost soul, No control Get out my head Get out my head I don't know how to feel no more Get on my hands and knees and scream while I bang on the wall You look at me and I act like nothings wrong at all But inside I feel like I might just go fucking end it all