Lex Talionis

How many times did I try to tell you That you don't know what I've been through To you I was always a pawn And now it seems that I'm too far gone I think it's time we settled the score It's something I cannot ignore You heard me beg and heard me plead But I won't let you devour me You think you know what I want but that's not what I asked for I have come to restore my pride I'll release every demon inside Now that it's sink or swim I'm committing the darkest of sins How could I have been so blind I let you fester inside my mind The life you took from me was pure And now you just left me so insecure How can you be so sick Get in my head and find what makes me tick My life will never be the same I'm done being a part of your twisted game I wont let you invade my life Won't choose your ultimatums Choices impossible to decide So many times that I tried to tell you About everything that ive been through To you I was always a pawn And now I'm sure as fuck too far gone You left me nothing You left me nothing You left me nothing But all the pain I buried deep inside My mind; confined, the demons still trapped inside