Memories

Another day goes by I'm walking on my own Knowing that I will get home And only be able to listen the tick of the clock While I'm sitting in the couch While I'm looking out the window Another hour goes by And I find myself praying for it to let me go No but it doesn't stop does it? Stabbing my bleeding heart with Beats in my chest, there will be no rest And I'll stay forever just being a mess I need a recess and nevertheless Everyday I can not see no progress Because I look out my window and The sun shines outside but it rains in here Pushed you away from me and now I want you near All these memories live in my head I see you In every corner, on the walls In every letter, on my thoughts In every road in every valley In every lane in every cross I'm trying not to come across As the one who doesn't move on But I can not really stop grieving this loss So I wonder what's actually wrong with me Is this who I am supposed to be? Or maybe I'm stuck in here willingly Either way I don't know what's going to happen And that's what is gently killing me Perhaps I'm tired and lost at sea From the outside you'll look at me and disagree But trust me, in my eyes the demons hide And they've told me that I will never be free The sun shines outside but it rains in here Pushed you away from me and now I want you here All these memories live in my head I see you You know that song they never heard Cause I was a little too hurt I listen to it everyday I'm trying not to fall away But it happens anyway All these voices fade away Oh no The sun shines outside But it rains in here (if you were here in my arms) Pushed you away from me And now I need you here (I think you would understand) All these memories Live in my head (that my heart's beating fast) I see you (because it want so) Another day goes by I'm walking on my own Knowing that I will get home And only be able to listen the tick of the clock While I'm sitting in the couch While I'm looking out the window Another hour goes by And I find myself praying for it to let me go