Man of the House

Every time I'm looking at myself and I doubt I'm thinking "Goddamn it I'm out" But the people need me to rip one more song up Guess it's what the fans are about So I gotta just stand and be proud, can't stay on the ground Can't let the family down They say this game is my new home, well I'm guessing I'm the man of the house Goddamn! Ever since I was young, all the doubt came from my mind Gotta stay on my grind, can't pay it no mind I just gotta keep slaying every page, every rhyme Any day, any time, like I spray with a Nine Go insane it's a sign, cause every time I spit, I got it So if I slip, no problem, it's only right they think I hit that bottom Cause I came from behind And now I'm chilling with some very fine bitches and they mad Cause they figured it is bed time Giving me a headache like I'm sipping on some red wine Gotta kill bars, cause I feel I got a deadline Get it, deadline? Wait I can't just stop Not even if my face got rocked or my brains got shot Cause every time they think I'm going down I surprise them and I peak like it's GameStop stocks Yeah, and I remember chilling in the car with her Vibing and hearing Merkules ripping it Now I got a track with the man, damn And I don't even know if she's listening But in doubt I keep killing it Cause when defeat seems imminent I reach pinnacles And I'm winning cause I recovered and I'm fucking tracks up ICloud, I ain't lost shit since I got back up, so Every time I'm looking at myself and I doubt I'm thinking "goddamit I'm out" But the people need me to rip one more song up Guess it's what the fans are about So I gotta just stand and be proud, can't stay on the ground Can't let the family down They say this game is my new home, well I'm guessing I'm the man of the house Goddamn! It's kind of crazy what's been happening now There's blood rushing to my head until I had to sit down Cause I was broke, all the sudden now I have this allowance And cash and accounts, like what the fuck, I'm laughing out loud I had to take a step back, it's a lot for me to grasp But I put the work in instead of talking out my ass I was haunted by my past, but the progress that I've had I don't care about the cost of the chain on your neck Where I came from it was hard, you had to gain your respect It was painful I guess, you can say that I'm blessed Cause I made it and I'm thankful everyday for success But a lot comes with it they don't warn you about I used to think I had problems, I got more of them now Like where the fuck do I begin? I'm still sorting them out It's fucking horrible the way I tend to torture myself But I had to make a promise to the people I love I stare deep into the mirror just to see who I was Since I gave it my two cents I guess I'll keep it a buck I've been feeling anxious, I think I need to get drunk You know that feeling that you get when something's fucking with you? Well that's my everyday struggle with this substance abuse I guess I really used to think that I had something to prove Now I'm the man of the house so I got nothing to prove Fuck you! Every time I'm looking at myself and I doubt I'm thinking "goddamit I'm out" But the people need me to rip one more song up Guess it's what the fans are about So I gotta just stand and be proud, can't stay on the ground Can't let the family down They say this game is my new home, well I'm guessing I'm the man of the house Goddamn!