Consistent Suffering

Put out the fire that burns its hole Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole I know the pain is insufferable And off to hell I go Tear out the stitch Why is it coming to this? Slowing writhing inside, I'm desperate now to feel alive Now, I'm losing control Left in the cold, I'm all alone Doomed, as the cycle repeats itself And there's no help for anyone else I'm starting to look at myself As the problem 'cause I know how it felt I'm starting to suffocate And it leads to being irate Spit it out Words from your dirty mouth As if you know the people you all seem to talk about This seems so trivial yet effortless Free formed words for another ass to kiss This feeling isn't going away My life now is broken I wish I left it unspoken You left me to die here And now it's a constant reminder I know you feel me now (I know you feel me) Locked in the mess I made (Locked in the mess, locked in the mess) Too busy searching for answers (too busy searching) To fix the damage you've caused (to fix this, to fix this) You can't fix my fucked up mind That burns its hole Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole I know the pain is insufferable And off to hell I go Consistent suffering Consistent suffering Built only from pain As I'm counting down the days And nothing feels the same A never-ending fucking elegy A full syringe into the heart of animosity And just to make the matters worse I always look to you for validation first Leaving me feeling insecure 'Cause you know how to hurt me I know you feel me now (I know you feel me) Locked in the mess I made (Locked in the mess, locked in the mess) Too busy searching for answers (Too busy searching) To fix the damage you've caused (To fix this, to fix this) I know you feel me now Locked in the mess I made Too busy searching for answers To fix the damage you've caused (Too busy searching for answers) (To fix the damage you've caused) Consistent suffering Consistent suffering