Worst Case Kid

Dysphoria melts me when I get home Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone" But I tighten her words around my wrists Like I've only been hers, like I've only had this Sittin' by the river with the sky in her eyes I always feel like a tourist, wanna know what it's like I've been starin' down the barrel of another life Said, "I could've been a lawyer, we would've been fine," then Walkin' around with my head down I'm a worst case kid in a plague pit town Standin' at the stake, say, "I'm cool by myself" But I'm a liar in the end, I'm gonna need your help And look at you, a killer with a jaw for news I always feel like a tourist, only came here for you I've been staring down the barrel of another life You said I could've been your courage, we could've been We could've been fine We could've been fine Could've been All of the ways that it's too late now Wearin' your clothes as the clouds came down Callin' my friends, said, "The witch is dead" Cut through the park, tryna catch my breath Dysphoria melts me when I get home Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone" But I tighten her words around my wrists Like I've only been hers and we could've been fine