Upside Down

Yeah The devil come at your highest highs Uh, find the lie Playing my cards right until a deal get finalized It's aight my guy I'm doing fine It's just less ways that I gotta divide a pie But look I'm up And I don't like my fam seeing me when I'm down now But my down sides are still up sides to my mom, wow I flipped that shit around Cuz it ain't nothing compared to when she bailed me out Nothing major just some traffic shit But unpaid fines would show the signs of just how bad I did The path that I was traveling Was full of nails and glass & shit Drifting in the wrong lanes but I avoided accidents Now I'm moving half as quick so I can see the signs that say hazardous But back then, my only drive was cash to get I admit I closed my eyes and that's the only thoughts that came about A bank account with an equally matching fame amount Sometimes I just want to lay down But I can't cause I'm addicted to the chase now The goals go on the plate now Once you finish that, it bring the cake out That's a tip for those that's trying to wait 'round The post come with debates now The hoes come face down The women come reluctant cause you in a different phase now But this is what you wanted so you better not complain now Can't set any boundaries and you can't get no space now But what can they say to me I waited impatiently Came a little late but took my place in this gracefully Lots of broken promises and shit that ain't okay to me But I made a way for me So now they gotta wait on me I thought it was panning out But I see the type of shit that life be handing out My sister battling cancer now I'm in the spital with my Mom, Dad and Amber now But what can I do but stand around I'll throw hands for my sister but Cancer tends to dance a lot quicker, it's a dipper Mom called my phone to tell me that she's getting sicker While a nigga telling me to "Get more active on Twitter" Make it make sense Stress been hittin hard That nigga must of been on the weight bench But I feel like I'm 8'10" Cause I've been standing tall through it all I ain't breaking You gotta have patience when a loved one is a patient And really I'm not sure how much more my Dad can take it He lost his first daughter kind of sort of to the same shit It's hard to keep working when your life is uncertain But the show ain't over 'til they close up the curtain It's been a little challenge trying to find a little balance Cause not one of my problems can get solved by a talent The ups come with downs and it get me paranoid That's when I hear the voice Don't get too happy... The wolves smell joy