A Fool

I've been spending weeks as your ghost Trying to avoid the 'where do we go' We can drive away to the coast Or climb up in the trees until we get caught And I want you to know what I can't say yet Oh I hope that you'll find out on your own No I don't want my feet to get cold When all that I long for is to call you home Call you home We belong in a story But I am a fool, a fool Fear of losing controls me In all that I do, a fool I love reliving how we began But I'm so scared to find out how it ends It had to be around New Year's eve It was late and you asked me if I wanted to leave So I brought you to your house in the night 40 minutes in the cold on our bikes Where I gave you a kiss on your cheek But still didn't dare to show you all of me All of me We belong in a story But I am a fool, a fool Fear of losing controls me In all that I do, a fool Playing games can destroy me Cause I don't know the rules, a fool My only love stands before me But I can't get through, a fool Weak in the knees, I can barely stand Shaky feeling, when I tell you I can't pretend We belong in a story But I am a fool, a fool Fear of losing controls me In all that I do, a fool