Gold

It’s like I’ve seen a ghost

It’s not like I’m not capable of love

But I shut down when I’m needing you the most

And let go of us

 

I shut you out

But just seeing you the wound it opens now

I Wanna feel you even if I feel the doubt

Don’t wanna miss out on us 

 

And maybe I’m afraid that all my scars will open

Could I break again if everything is broken

 

 If we love and lose

At least we'll feel the pain we choose

Better feeling rise and fall

Than not feeling at all (at all)

 

And I’m a mess

But you look at me and only see the rest

See the beauty in my pain when I see wreck

Don’t wanna lose this Don’t wanna lose it

It plays over and over

 

But maybe I’m afraid that all my scars will open

Could I break again if everything is broken

But finally I see a fire in you’s the flame in me

And we’re rebuilding piece by piece our evergreen, yeah

 

Cos If we love and lose

At least we'll feel the pain we choose

Better feeling rise and fall

Than not feeling at all (at all)

And if your heart breaks first

At least you’ll know what love is worth

Cos you’ll be painting stories better told

You’ll ache in gold

You’ll be painting stories better told

You’ll ache in gold

You’ll be painting stories better told

You’ll ache in gold