Afraid

The only thing on my mind is the grind Desperation is my brain being defined No time to look left or right Still working and breathing just out of spite I'm pushing forward all day But now I'm running alone (every day and night) I'm afraid there's no time to fix what's broken If there's a light in the dark Would I still feel the same (feel the same) I'm afraid there are things that remain unspoken I fear the weakness and doubt in me I drown in these voices inside of me I am suffering Torn between these lies, I'm my worst enemy Closing my eyes, makes my thoughts chase each other When daylight dies, my demons start to rise I'm pushing forward all day But now I'm running alone (every day and night) I'm afraid there's no time to fix what's broken If there's a light in the dark Would I still feel the same (feel the same) I'm afraid there are things that remain unspoken Carry on, my mind is torn and shattered When I'm on my knees, does it fucking matter? I'm afraid I won't be the victim anymore