Foolin' Ourselves

Well, I've been wondering when you'll call my phone Wondering when you'll come back home Wondering if this last goodbye is really our last 'Cause I noticed that the pictures on your wall were gone I noticed, 'cause I ended it with someone too I know we both know what were doing is wrong But tonight I know you'll end up in my room I can't lie, you're all I see and it's the death of me Maybe not, but you surely murdered all my attempts At the chance of giving somebody all of me But what do I expect? Am I a fool for running back to you each night? Are we foolin' ourselves? We do this every fucking time All I want to do is get to moving along But you put me in a bind and I'm keeping it on Well, I figure you find comfort and happiness in knowing That I'm dependent on you but I'll never admit it I'm gonna lie and tell you that I'm doing better than I'm showing 'Cause that's a conversation that I'll never revisit Well, the thing is that I tried it, going out on every Friday Trying to recreate a feeling to get me half excited As lying through my teeth telling you while we sleep that This is the last time I can't help it, I'm an addict, run to you when I'm low I can't help myself but reminisce on all of the nights When we talk about how our future wedding would go I never thought we'd end up like this Does that make me a fool for running back to you each night? Are we foolin' ourselves? We do this every fucking time All I want to do is get to moving along But you put me in a bind and I'm keeping it on