Selfish

You play my heart like I play my guitar Break all the strings 'cause I play way too hard As fake as it sounds, it was real from the start Passion is everything until it's not I could tell it was downhill from here I reversed engineered a plan out of my fears They grew strong (way too strong) I'll hold on (not for long) Was surprised this ain't where I belong Growing distant, you could tell I hate sleeping by myself Is it selfish? I can't help it Slowing drifting miles apart Save yourself I'm crashing hard Call it selfish, I can't help it I lie awake in my bed 'til it's dawn It didn't get easier, guess I was wrong Scared to let go of what's already gone Passion is everything until it's not I could tell it was downhill from here I look back on the years, you held back But your tears were too strong (way too strong) I'll hold on (not for long) Was surprised this ain't where I belong Growing distant, you could tell I hate sleeping by myself Is it selfish? I can't help it Slowing drifting miles apart Save yourself I'm crashing hard Call it selfish, I can't help it