im nothing thats all i am

As you walked away from me, I counted every stride Goddammit, this happens every time I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine" But goddammit, would you believe I lied? I know it doesn't look like I tried 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time I get drunk, I get drunk, I get too fucked up I get stuck in my head, or I get stuck up On the things that I had or the people I trust And the things I won't say to the people I love Like, oh, my God We've been here far too long You almost broke my heart You left as I started drinking The fuck was I thinking? As you walked away from me, I counted every stride Goddammit, this happens every time I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine" But goddammit, would you believe I lied? I know it doesn't look like I tried 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time And I know that you won't So I'll leave, you'll stay home I can't help it, I must go It's like, oh, my God We've been here far too long You almost broke my heart You left as I started drinking The fuck was I thinking? As you walked away from me, I counted every stride But goddammit, this happens every time I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine" But goddammit, would you believe I lied? I know it doesn't look like I tried 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time