Something In Between

I've been making all the worst mistakes I don't even know what words to say Apologize, I never heard the phrase As if I'm waiting on an early grave Cause I've been shooting for the moon and tripping over stars Think I might've took it too far I've been pushing everybody that I love away Overthinking what they say Cause I don't wanna be the one to say that I need help I don't need someone to save me, I'll do it all by myself Never need a hero, even when I get overwhelmed I keep doing all the things I know are bad for my health I've been breathing smoke in Chilling and sipping on this drink I need sleeping potions Something to get me off the brink Channel these emotions And get me out of this routine I'm not happy, I'm not broken I'm just something in between Yeah, don't know my up from down All I know that things are running south And not looking up for me I think about moving to different town Please no one come for me Never been one for crowds Still got demons I'm flushing out And two is company Cause the world is crashing, I can tough it out My head is swimming, wanna touch the ground Sometimes I feel I got nothing left Even good foundations crumble houses Didn't mean to shut you out When you took the bullet I was ducking down Should thought about it twice, switched our fate Should been there for you but it's too late Always feel I'm on my own I'm learning to let go I see the dark clouds following Circling all I know No one ever notices when I'm losing control Spiraling, I never know when I'm gonna fall Cause I don't wanna be the one to say that I need help I don't need someone to save me, I'll do it all by myself Never need a hero, even when I get overwhelmed I keep doing all the things I know are bad for my health I've been breathing smoke in Chilling and sipping on this drink I need sleeping potions Something to get me off the brink Channel these emotions And get me out of this routine I'm not happy, I'm not broken I'm just something in between Spiraling, I never know when I'm gonna fall