Sunshine

Heading out to die, I got sunshine in my eyes

I will catch the rays of light

In a fertile jar

I walk past your door where I lay the night before

I can't see you anymore

I guess that's alright to me

In my state of mind, I circle 'round goodbyes

I can't find the reasons why

You walked away from me

I try to pick up my feet

At seventeen, I found a man so mean

Next to him, you were a dream

Or just a sigh

If I can't call, well, I'll learn to catch my fall

I will tear down these damn walls

And rock myself to sleep

A promise I will keep

Gardens I will weep

I try to pick up my feet