Lost Souls

They say we lost souls that lost hope but I'm still searching I was trying to find myself and find my purpose Sometimes you'll see me crack a smile but I'm still hurting I pray to god and tell the devil my soul ain't for purchase Sometimes I wonder how I stay blessed with all these curses They say we lost souls that lost hope but I'm still searching And yea I lost bros then lost more my heart ain't working I beat all my demons the devil knows that I'm purging But ill be lying if I told you that my life is perfect No my life ain't perfect I seen shit worsen burning turning got my vision blurring I grew for certain a different person now I'm a different version I was fighting urges writing verses Trying to scratch the surface They deemed me worthless all on purpose trying to close my curtains I was hurting hurting when I called they had no service They ignored my pain like I was lame I seen them turn to serpents I been through pain the type of pain that you can't fix with perky's I hide the pain through tinted shades up in this black suburban My love is running out My mind is in the clouds God please heal me now My love is running out My mind is in the clouds God please heal me now My love is running out My mind is in the clouds God please heal me now