Waiting

Laying in my bed

Waiting for you to come home

Waiting for you to love me

Waiting for you to mend me

I lay in pieces sometimes

I get so trapped in my mind

Waiting for you

I don’t even care anymore

I thought that I needed you more

But I don’t really care anymore

Im not trying to go to war

Im not trying to please anymore

I don’t even care about the score

Laying in my bed

Giving myself my own love

Giving myself a big hug

Giving myself all of the above

I can still lay in pieces sometimes

I still can get so trapped in my mind

But Hoping it’s peace that I find

Waiting for me

To see what my higher self sees

To keep myself open to love

To give myself all of the above

I don’t even care anymore

Im not trying to please anymore

I don’t really care anymore

Waiting for me

Waiting for me

Waiting for me