So Lost

Im so lost, so gone Scared that you are gonna break my heart Scared that you are gonna break my heart Scared that you are gonna break my heart Im so lost, so gone Scared that you are gonna break my heart Scared that you are gonna break my heart Scared that you are gonna break my heart I'd been lying if I said I wasn't scared I don't know why I'm always prepared For the worst and it ain't even here yet Oh deep inside and that's where the fear lives So you deserve someone not like me I'm a broke model from the late 90s No role models and nobody else behind me Love being around you, love, love, looking at a dimepiece Oh, and I know it's not fair They don't no one ever care But I'll Care, till they put me in a box, babe I would like to see somebody try and stop me I m so lost, I m so gone Scared that you are gonna break my heart Scared that you are gonna break my heart Scared that you are gonna break my heart I m so lost, I m so gone Scared that you are gonna break my heart Scared that you are gonna break my heart Scared that you are gonna break my heart You know I can't run and hide Did that shit too many times You know I'm good at fucking everything up love I get a shot at love, then I don't want none And baby, you know we ain't gotta stay low-key Just don't listen how they hate, cause they don't know me Cause everybody always talking from the nose bleeds, I've been betrayed so many times, can you hold me I'ma be around till you tell me you don't want me And when you want the tongue, baby, all you do is call me I'm pulling up, and I'ma put this dick down Just promise me, baby, that you're finna stick around And I know that love is hard Baby, I see all your scars And I know you see mine too Me and you together, girl, we just can't lose And I'm sure you've loved a thousand times That ended lonely every night Shit don't get easier, even from the first time And I'm so scared to death, even now that you're mine So lost, so gone Scared that you gon' break my heart Scared that you gon' break my heart Scared that you gon' break my So lost, so gone Scared that you gon' break my heart Scared that you gon' break my heart Scared that you gon' break my heart