Idontevenknowmyself

How do I grow so fast in this dark world? Everything I've worked with down the drain Is this what I'm meant for ya? I'm shaking every time we talk I'm quaking, just can't seem to stop Away from all the mistakes that create wars With the people I don't know And they say... I'm falling I'm falling just to give you help I'm crawling I don't even know myself Who was I in my past life? Did I not or did I lie? Did I lie one too many times? Who am I? Who am I in this made up world? Do I even have a purpose? Underneath the rising surface I stay here, I stay here Being 18 is all I wanted But now it just seems so wrong Ooh It seems so wrong I'm falling I'm falling just to give you help I'm crawling I don't even know myself (Ooh) (Ooh)