I've seen the sun turn grey
I've seen the clouds turn red
I've watched as you turned your back
I've watched as it all turned black
Now I watch as everything I hold dear
Burn to ash
And in the grander scheme of things
I should have known
That after everything
I've given
You'd turn your back
Giving out chunks of my flesh to all my fucking friends
These hungry vultures circling
Who's left to stand tall
No more demons left to fall
I've given them every
So that they can shed their scars
Cast aside
Cast into my chasm of hatred
To be reborn in misery
Unrooting seeds I have planted
All of your kindness underhanded
No water for me to drink
Only organs made of summer pink
Gnashing bones and stripping skin
I thought I've asked you time and time again
To let me live
To spare me pain
To give me mercy
Take my shame
It's not on my hands the blood i shed
It's all your fault
Who's left to stand tall
No more demons left to fall
I've given them every
So that they can shed their scars
Cast aside
Cast into my chasm of hatred
To be reborn in misery
Tear apart
My enemies
Limb from limb
How can I be righteous and disgusting all at once
My self esteem and my dignity
Buried with you forever in a shallow murky grave
Bitch
