I Hope You Hate Me.

I'm not afraid of dying alone Looking back on shit that hurt me the most You know I tried for you, but you lied like you do I think about you every once in a while Wondered if you found your place in the wild I feel a hate in me and it's hard to breathe, oh Fuck it, I wanna be underground 'Cause at least there I'll be safe and sound And all my walls keep crumbling down So just let it go and leave me alone There's a game that we like to play Who's side will everyone take? That shit's so petty and it weighs heavy on me The longer I hold onto everything that you said The shorter and shorter the moments get until I'm dead Oh, I know I feel this hate in me Fuck it, I wanna be underground 'Cause at least there I'll be safe and sound And all my walls keep crumbling down So just let it go and leave me alone I still wait I still wait For you to call me over So we can say So we can say All the things that we held from each other 'Cause lately I don't think I'm being honest And if I was, I don't think we'd still talk (Oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh) And I know you'll hate me for it And I know you'll hate me for it And I hope you hate me for it Yeah, I hope you hate me (Fuck!) Oh, fuck it, I wanna be underground 'Cause at least there I'll be safe and sound And all my walls keep crumbling down So just let it go