Lost Effort

Show me you could really be there And when you tell me that you love me do you really mean it? People acting like their angels but they really demons Even though they seem amazing they just end up leaving faking I can see See a secret I just feel alone feel like no one could understand Been in no direction I'm tryna figure a plan Don't know where to start to finish or where to land I'm sorry I find it hard to give people another chance And my momma taught me better No time for love I'm just focused on getting cheddar My mind is sickened I'm focused on getting better When people give me advice it just doesn't matter I'm sick of all of the cheddar I'm sick of all of the pain sick of having to change Sick of putting in effort for people who never stay Sick of all of the fakes sick of all of the shade And I'm sick of giving it all when people just wanna take Yea' if I knew a word that resemble the way I feel The way you look when you walkin' around in heels Hella paranoid but I really be getting chills 'Cause niggas who they say they got me be the ones who tryna kill These niggas be talking still I don't trust nobody but baby you know the deal Even if it's fear I know people gone try to steal Funny the fakest ones be claiming they keep it real until their lives are revealed