Been Thinking

No pride in losing hope for apathy

I ought to hold a feeling down

One step into the clear

The timing's wrong, I hate it here

I feed it in spite of

This healing, a write off

A night out in silence

It brightens up my outlook

Sun shines, your eyes are smiling back at me

I lie through my teeth to hold it all

No matter how we start

I find a way to fall apart

I feed it in spite of

This healing, a write off

A night out in silence

It brightens up my outlook

Now it's filling me with dread

All these nights I spent in bed

Thought I dreamt it up

For the lack of sleep I cop

Is so frustrating

I only seem to understate it

I feed it in spite of

This healing, a write off

A night out in silence

It brightens up my outlook

I feed it in spite of

This healing, a write off

A night out in silence

It brightens up my outlook

Now it's quite cathartic

Fearing what you think is starting

Out when it might end

At least it's not buried in my head