For Months Now

It happened in your car, then again at the bar It doesn't matter where we are, it's a pattern You get to fall apart, you're selfish, you don't think you are Little things are the biggest part of the matter That night you left me with your friends, I left you a little bit then It happens again and again, have you noticed? I've been leaving you for months now I just haven't found a way out I don't love you like I used to I just don't know how to tell you When you're happy I'm the saddest You're gonna hate me when it happens Keeping a secret and I'm not proud I've been leaving you for months now It's not a big surprise, you've seen it in my eyes Every time you make me cry, you call it tough love And you're not happy for me, not the way you ought to be And I'm tired of playing down all of the good stuff I've been leaving you for months now I just haven't found a way out I don't love you like I used to I just don't know how to tell you When you're happy, I'm the saddest You're gonna hate me when it happens Keeping a secret and I'm not proud I've been leaving you for months now When I love you, I hate you the most When I love you, I hate you the most When I love you, I hate you the most When I love you, I hate you the most When I love you, I hate you the most When I love you, I hate you the most I've been leaving you for months now I just haven't found a way out I don't love you like I used to I just don't know how to tell you When you're happy I'm the saddest You're gonna hate me when it happens Keeping a secret and I'm not proud I've been leaving you for months now I've been leaving you for months now