Dysphoria (feat. Belle Haven)

Dysphoria

I'm under the surface

I chase the light

They carry the way they could take my life

Don't want to regret this but I lost myself

In chasing a change that I've never felt

I look at the world through the tempered glass

Edges are sharper if I let them pass

Don't want to regret this but I'm not enough

Everybody's fine until they can feel the steel

If I cut myself, feel like someone else

Kick the cycle, break the circuit

I know this too well

When my systems fail, it's a cry for help

Take the weight and try to change it

Go in for the kill

Go in for the kill

Now and again I'll stare out my window

Still wondering when I'll feel

I'm so sick of taking this medicine to feel sick

But if no one's watching me, am I just a dead weight?

If no one's watching me I'll be dancing with a blade

I'll let go, this wait is far too much

Everybody's Fine till they can feel the steel

If I cut myself, feel like someone else

Kick the cycle, break the circuit

I know this too well

When my systems fail, it's a cry for help

Take the weight and try to change it

Go in for the kill

I can try and take the weight (i can try and take the weight)

I can try and break the cycle (I can try and break the cycle)

Every moment I get further away

I think that I can't justify my dysphoric state of mind

I can't take the weight

I can't break the cycle

I just slip further away

If I cut myself, It's a cry for help

Kick the cycle, break the circuit

I know this too well

When my systems fail, it's a cry for help

Take the weight and try to change it

Go in for the kill

If I cut myself (If I cut myself)

Kick the cycle, break the circuit

I know this too well

When my systems fail

It's a cry for help

Take the weight and try to change it

Go in for the

Go in for the kill